The Name of It (Poem)

I stare at it…
I have lust for it
I can’t quite catch it
I do want it all
I cannot create it
I do fear it sometimes
I wrap my head around it
I want it to last
I guess i can take it, i’m never sure about it
I know almost nothing of it
I just can’t live without it
I feel awkard when near it
I can’t stop it
I can only imagine the sucess
I must work it
I must fulfill it
I must try it
I must learn it
I must endure it
I cannot desecrate it
I must follow the cycle
I fear.

Written on April 18, 2020.