I

I doze off into sleep
I try my best to keep it a reality
I fear the loud buzz in my brain
I do not want to move

I can’t care anymore
I’ve tried my best
I fail at the crucial step
I do not want to move

I want it all
I do not care for the price
I just want it, only at night
I do not want to move

I cannot dream it
I cannot imagine it
I want to feel it
I do not want to move

I hear the lies, the illusion
I am forced, by myself, to believe them
I do not know what to do or where to go
I do not want to move

I just exhale
I just stare and smile
I just, for the sake of it
I do not want to move